knife in her wrist

The knife on her wrist
She smiles in vain
Drowning in sorrow
Remembering pain

She pushes it down
Stopping her tears
Hating her life
Surrounded by fears

She thinks of the life
Growing inside
It's not enough to stop her
She can't continue to hide

She screams out in pain
This time it's too late
She apologizes to the life
For picking its fate

I hate love

I give you my heart-
that's the proof that I love you.
I got hurt when you tossed it back
So now,I don't know how to get through.

Can't you hear me when I'm screamin'?
I'm almost fed-up; I'm tired of those pretending.
You break my heart,you torned it apart.
I really don't know how to have a new start.

You decide that I'm no longer needed,
Soon,you told me it's not what you intended.
I realized, there's many lies in your words
You played with my heart,and I felt that great remorse.

I often told myself that I hate love.
I hated to give all the love I had.
Is it over? I s it through?
Is this "I HATE LOVE" will remain to you?

here with me

Wipe those tears that strained my face,
Take away those pain with your loving embrace,
Hold me tight;please take my hand
because only your touch can ease these pains.

Now we're here;and as I sit in despair,
You comforted me,and it seems that you care
I'm still searching for the right answer,
trying to fill up the pieces of me that shattered.

Under the moonlight,together we'll wander.
Feel the magic of the night as if it seems forever.
Hold me tight. . .never let me go,
Forget your fears,let's pretend we're alone.

My silent screams left unheard,
wishing that this misery will come to its end.
But as long as you're here,I can take all the pain
And I'm still hoping you'll be HERE WITH ME again.

torture

The tidal waves of emotions
blazing;as if trying to kill
As it causes bulimic suffocation
Who will tell that this is not real?
The deadly look that you cast upon me
was like arrows shot in the air
with the poison that in my heart won't prevail.
Swords of hatred stabbed my back,
creating wounds right through my weakened soul.
Catapult pounds my heart and shattered it like ashes]
I've tried to seek,but didn't find the missing pieces.
My vampire heart bleeds,
blood spilled onto the ground as it breaks.
and from my eyes,black tears kept falling,
gleaming;as if the brilliance of a broken gem.
Time has nothing to offer.
Even a wound in my heart can't be healed.
The silence. . .
Serenity. . .
. . .is the answer to my obscurity.