endless pain

I am living with the pain inside
Covering the sadness with those fake smiles.
Laying down all my senses,
My senses that failed me.

Don't ask me on how I feel
Because you know I'll just say okay.
If you only got a taste,
You'll think I'm getting insane.

I just want to scream because of emptiness.
When I'm alone,I always hear the song of sadness.
I want to scream because of total confusion
And I want to end this endless resurrection.

My vampire heart bleeds,
Pulverized like a sand as it breaks,
Shatter it to millions of pieces
Scattered like burning paper into ashes.

My misery ends when blades cut my wrists
Blood flows down, tears like razorblades
As I feel my death, silence doom
And still, my destination is unknown.